Oh No! Brain Rot

October 4th, 2023 — 4:40P.M.

oopsies once again i have gone like two months without updating. sorry, i've been kinda busy!

i believe i mentioned this in my previous blog post, but im graduating this december, which means i have to do my capstone. which i only have the audio for. i havent started to storyboard yet and it's already october. i'm really struggling with my adhd... my adderall isnt really working anymore which i believe i also mentioned in my previous blog. my psych is trying to get me on another med to assist the adderall and i have to call my insurance about it. i have phone call anxiety to the max though so that's more difficult than said.

in lighter news, im going to az furcon on the 14th with my friends ryan, jules, and bailey!! im going to be suiting in public for the first time ever ( even though i only own a head, im gonna be poodling so hard i hope nobody says anything since i know ppl can be weird about poodling ). i ordered another balaclava since i cant find mine lol. pic attached of what i look like in suit. made by my friend cay (eosauria)!!

grr well back to bad news. im behind on a bunch of assignments. again due to the adhd ahhhh scary bad times. every day i wish i didnt have this stupid fucking disorder it ruins my life legitimately. im in class right now typing this and we're talking about success stories and business plans and im just like Brrrrrrrrr type blog i must. like what the hell why cant i pay attention. fucking dopamine deficiency goddamn.

my friends eddie and sol are inspiring me to rehaul my site with an actual design and stuff so i might ask them for help on how to design stuff. and i might make a tag on my tumblr dedicated to html references and stuff just for easy use and access. weeee

anyway i think thats all for now. bye bye