Fall Semester Started

August 25th, 2023 — 3:08P.M.

oopies i haven't updated this blog in awhile! sorry about that, i've been, how you say, dissociating. i'll get into stuff that's been happening more below.

my last semester has started!! hopefully once my summer grade is changed i'll be graduating this year, finally. i'm taking only four classes including my capstone class so hopefully the workload won't be too much. there's a bunch of shit going down in the art department at school so things are a little weird right now. i also hope that i'm able to complete my assignments because my adderall hasn't really been working lately. my psychiatrist said to see an adhd specialist and she wants to put me on either strattera or qelbree to assist the adderall in doing its job, but i need to contact my insurance about it to see if they'll cover either of them. urhghh...

my birthday is also soon! it's on september 5th and i'll be turning 23. i was able to snag a changi splash lion jellycat for cheaper than average price and i'm considering that my birthday present to myself. i bought a couple other things with financial aid refund money, and i'm getting another one in a couple of weeks ( crossing my fingers ) so. yippee!

i've been doing some paintings in my free time. like, digital paintings. mostly of my oc rilu the riolu/lucario. they're very relaxing and a fun activity to do while high, so i have like, 7 paintings done at this point.

in less exciting news, my grandma died. we were expecting it, but it still sucks a lot. the funeral is a couple days after my birthday. she was unresponsive and in hospice care for a couple days before her passing. i have been struggling to emote about her death at all. i dunno.

that's basically what's been going on since my last update. semester is starting off kinda rough but hopefully i'll be able to get through it. seeya next time!